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The Day My Parents Nagged at me even though they were on holiday

2009-06-21T06:58:00.001-07:00

Today woke up at around 7+ to see my mum and dad off for their holiday, mann was super excited for them to leave. A pity they are only gone for a day...

Headed to church cause im a good boy, sat in there for awhile. It was kinda alright i mean likethe priest was singing the hymes so loud, so much so that his voice was the music. It sounded like droning to me though lol!

after church, i headed over to the apartment. Adrian just woke up so thats great. We just sat there and played DotA. it was FUN! sophia and jono came over after awhile. They played spyro whilst me and adrian finished up over DotA game.

After we got out of the apartment, we walked down to some malay shop and i had nasi ayam( chicken rice) jono was an unlcky victim of a bird shit LOL!
the food there was alright, not as great as what i would expected though.

After food, we were just walking around the city, clueless to what to do next. And after some decision making here and there, we made up our mind to go and play computer games at C4.
DOTA DOTA DOTA

*Don't worry Sophia, it's not entirely your fault we lost, its partly mine too. Next time, we'll beat them up soooo badly that they will want to run back to their/your mummy. Sorry for taking control of your guy, i should've known better... :(*

there after, my parents called.
never really listen to what they had to say
after all, it was just nagging....
lols...

then i head back home, the trains up the northern line were blocked through melbourne central, so i took a train down to southern cross and went home. sooooo much delay there. lols
reached home, i vaccum up the house and did what i was suppose to do in the afternoon XD

and talked on the phone with sophia(:
now, im just in my bed doing this post before i sleep ahahaha.

Within the mist of doubtful feelings,
you could read me inside-out,
way past the fogs that blocks out everyone else.
Showing me that you are truly
so special from the rest.

Between two, the smallest distance is too great, and the greatest distance can be bridged.
alrights, gotta go off the computer now
I love you(:

gdnights all!

Tennis Finals, No more school

2009-06-19T18:31:00.000-07:00

ahhh just got back from tennis finals,
lost my singles, won my doubles.
oh wells we still lost over all...
i dunno whether to feel sad or happy?
cause like i played so well in my doubles and alright in my singles.
hmm oh wells, its the end anyways:D
PARTY TIME!!

School's gonna clicked off soon enough:)
im probably gonna work for the holiday or something,
get more money for a new computer:D
OR a trip back to SG:D
both also nice ahahaha.

Yesterday was hanging out with jono and adrian,
had dinner with adrian and his friend who's going away.
after that we went to play DotA.
before that was school.
pretty boring, didnt do much, just buldging around the school with philip.
after school went to max "brenners"(i think) and order choclate pizza.
it was AEWSOME on the first bite.
there after, it just tasted normal lols.
After chocolate pizza, went to meet up with adrian while philip and the rest went for drink up.

hmm alright i think i typed out enough for today.
later gonna go over to jono's apartment and maybe stay the night there.
go church and stuff...not planned yet.

Don't fade away from me just yet,
signing off,
Speli:)

Exam= Poof disappear

2009-06-17T04:12:00.000-07:00

EXAMS....ARE....OVER

Over the week:
-monday: when to school, did nothing, went home.(boring day)
-tuesday: no school today, did my newspaper thingy, went over to parkville with nick.(boring day)
-wednesday
Had drama for the first period, me and philip finished up our script and just played boxhead for the rest of the period. SO FUN! then came math and religion. then came humanities and private study(played boxhead)

Results:
Math: 97.5
English: 92
Humanities: 74
Science: A(not sure)
Religion: 72(topped the class lol!)

Today after school, went with Don to taste for super super super expensive chocolate( each piece was like 3.20 and the piece was like 1cm by 1cm big lols...)
its was awesome though.
Met up with sophia after that:) and we headed to library. just kept her company while she studied for her music exam.
Then after bought her one awesome chocolate piece which looks like a treble clef.
its good luck for her music exam tomorrow.
then went home and just hung around the computer and stuff.

kk gotta run now,
laters

Exammmss Part 2.

2009-06-10T03:42:00.001-07:00

today i woke up from bed,
it was FREEZING.
The worst part was that the water pipe broke, so no water to shower in.
anyways it was my first day of exams, and was nervous and all.
what a great start for the day... lols

on the tram, was trying to absorb as much infomation as possible.
and reached school, found that the tram broke down, so i had to walk.
lol its funny how everything in my life today is breaking down.

anyways reached school and went to class.
got ready my exam materials.
say prayer=]
did my exam
...
...
...
...

exam finished and i was glad. the exam was a breeze for me and the only thing that i revised came out as the essay's questions=] lucky me lols!
the letter to editor, i just made up some bullshit and just put in as much persuasive devices as possible hehe=]

after school, went to hungry jacks to buy food.
headed to the library and got ready to study.
went up to the chess room and saw this old man playing chess with nhat.
they're like GODLIKE!!
both of them are like thinking 10 moves ahead or so lols!

since i was so pumped after watching them, i challenged hobo to a game,
sadly, i lost:(

sophia came in and we went down to study.
since she had nothing much to study, i quickly did my revision
so she wouldnt have to stick around doing nothing.
soo tired... couldnt study much but anyways got the important factors in:)
THANKS SOPHIA FOR ACCOMPANYING ME!

we walked around the library afterwards, looking at the random pictures and exhibits and made super random comments about them.
then we decided it was time to go home.
while walking to the locker bay, we started talking about heater blanket and it was funny cause we were like saying the same feelings that we had for the heating blanket to each other=]
so sync~

went home, took a bus ride. so darkk, make me wanna sleep.
reached home and hit the computer, had dinner, showered and now back up
tomorrow there's science and RE.
im gonna flunk RE...

i havent studied for any of them and im feeling so darn tired:O
oh wells
i better go study now=]

laters

Exam's a disaster foretold

2009-06-09T01:28:00.000-07:00

aaaahhh.....AAAAAAAHHHHHHH
exams...
exams...
exams...
pressure...
exams...
exams....
maplestory!!!
exams...

Today came home from school after fitness first, took the early train home so was all good=]
Ate some rubbish and then went about to slavery a.k.a work....
just came home from that and had a warm shower, gonna study my english later=]

yesterday was out studying at the library with sophia:) hope you enjoyed studying with me.
then after went over to aunty sharon's place for dinner.

the day before was sunday, just hung around at sophia's place.
sooo damn tired that night
erika dont like our present:(

saturday i... went to study at the library, and then went with sophia to get something for erika.
we got some "jacket" from cotton on. looks really good on girls but erika didnt like it :(

friday was studying with friends.... cannot remember.. wanted to have a drink up or something but was cancelled.

tomorrow is ENGLISH:O
GG me....
good luck ryan, thanks ryan, you're welcomed.

Anyways ill be going for dinner now, cya arounds blog=]

When our path crossed once again,
uncertainty doubted my feelings.
Praying hopefully this time,
everything will work out like magic.
And magic did it's trick,
to make me so captivated by you.
And now all there is left to hope for,
is that you would treasure what i left behind with you,
a half of my heart.

BOO

2009-06-05T05:46:00.001-07:00

The time for studying has come.... damn...

today woke up, no school=) but got studying=(
so yawn-y when i woke up, just snooze around the bed.
got up, showered and took off for the library.

reached the library and started studying
English
Math
Science

tomorrow still have to study much much much moree=="

oh wells thats exams:)

when it's over......PARTYY!!!!110%=]

Today was weird, some shop owner blamed us for taking a hat from a girl's shop.
she even went to call the police down and questioned and search us.
soo weird man.
i made friends with the police man while he was searching us.
he was a cool person=]
in the end, we didnt take anything and the lady was just ohh??
stupid shop owner... open your eyes man!

aiees there's nothing much left to say today.
gdnights=]

Happiness Within

2009-05-24T01:18:00.000-07:00

today i just composed my first part of my really awesome piano piece;)

hopefully it will be good!

went to church today,
prayed,
shopping for goceries,
went over to chris's place for a second.
went home and just spend my whole afternoon rotting in my room.
how enjoyable==
planning to get some studying done.

thanks for talking about "it" last night, it made me feel happy after such a long long long time;D
I might as well take the chance to hold on super tight to the chance now before it slips away again=]

today i haven't got much to blog about but anyways,
just hope i study UBER HARD,
and get into melb high!
wish me luck~

signing off
ryan

Love me like you feel you could and not must

2009-05-23T06:02:00.000-07:00

Today woke up

went for tennis competition, and won my games 8-1,6-2

came back home and made my own piano composition although it was pretty crap, kinda happy with myself=]

went ahead to shower and headed to the city

went to A n G and got maths methods unit 1 and 2

studied for around 2hrs with lotsa talking.

played 2 "failed" games of DotA.

went home, unlucky had yucky cold beef==

hung out with gang and all

had fun

life needs more fun, then only will i truly enjoy life as of now=]

Seeing you seeing me
knowing your feeling to me
leaves me wondering
if my assumptions are right
or is this just yet another
wave of mixed feelings

in years to come
back in my arms you will be
for there is nothing more
on this planet
that i linger for
more than you
but with you just right in front
will the obstacles enlarge
as your scent
drives my heart nuts
and just hoping
i could be there for you

Mann gotta start practising on my poems ahhh!!
ciaos mr blogger

Ahhh....life was never fair eh?

2009-05-13T00:32:00.001-07:00

Life is not fair.
thats the theme for today's post.

Right now there's 2 options,
someone real but unreachable,
and someone reachable but never true.

Both also means i have to make risky decisions
and i wouldnt know what my future will look like after
choosing one path.
Reality over Chance?

Wow i thought getting over a person would be super easy..
i guess it isn't... first time actually to feel this....depressed?

On a happier tone, I wouldnt occupy my mind with
the unnecessary

Strong feeling but not a real one?
Infacutation instead of something real?
Maybe you were right after all Sarah...
ARGH so hard to get her and everything out of my mind.
Seemingly impossible....

she once said to me "feelings changes, and so have mine"
but i guess it took a reversal again.

hah.... im feeling so lonely now.
and kinda desperate too...lols
Anyone wanna keep me company?
lol thanks erika for listening to all my bullshit
on the phone last night.

To sarah, I'll think about it carefully
about what you said and all.
hmmm

Never did I expect such an ending
But for all thats worth,
I thought what we had was real
But now that i see the bigger picture
it felt like something i could not hold onto
like how a kid tries to catch air with his bare hands
i still think about you
but it is about time i stopped and pick myself up
for this would be all but meaningless

"Sometimes goodbye's the only way"-Shadow of the day-Linkin Park

Clean-up time

2009-04-12T19:13:00.000-07:00

Time to stop being so childish
After all, i have been shunning myself from the world outside mine
Me being introspective just makes me fall 10 20 metres deeper into the hole that i dug.
Why the sudden change of mind? Thank akon for his songs although i don't really know if all the credits should be attributed to his songs.

Nehh. this post is just to remind me of what i have to do and say.
i should go make hand cards to remember stuff lol!
I hope after this, life would make a turnabout for me=]

short post yes i know.
im not emotional now so hardly anything to say=]

Take a break before it aches

2009-04-11T08:04:00.000-07:00

Life, so much to complain about.

All of a sudden, im just to myself. It's just back to the world of me and me.
It's pretty lonely and cold out there sometimes.
Wish there was someone who would care.
Someone to always be there for me.
Someone to talk to me,
Someone who would notice what I do and be proud of me.
Someone who would care for me.
Anyone?

I'm getting quiet, emo, so-to-myself.
someone save me from my seclusion?
All i would wish for is thing to return to where it used to be.
I don't know what wrong i have done.
But i'm guessing with such things happening around me.
The answer would be no.

Everytime i want to get a quiet time just to ourselves, i can't.
And as the rest pull you away, all i can do is just sit and watch.
makes me feel pretty useless.

you know mr. blog, sometimes i feel like taking my life, there's no meaning for me to be in this world if all i get is emotional, mental breakdowns. i get thoughts that don't keep me at ease. Like i'm in a room where it can only be opened from the outside. would someone come save me from my empty, lonely self?

I guess this road is too much for me to take. Bed of roses? i guess bed of roses with thorns to wake you from your dream everytime you fall in one.

speaking of which, dreams are like the only thing i have left to enjoy. dreams bring me to things that i really want, people whom i really love. it sets the scene up so nicely, only to let the dawn crush it. i love my dreams=] only if they come through though.

anyways i gotta go sleep now mr. blog, so nights!
The least is to be your guardian angel=]

nights peeps

www.iamsuperbored.com

2009-03-15T00:07:00.000-07:00

If you're dumb, you would type out the address link and search for a website that doesn't exist to me=]

As my title implies, I'm bored.

nothing much to do.
watched transporter 3, not bad eh?
download a lot of songs=]

2ndhand erenade
linkin park
kelly clarkson
green day
lady gaga
daniel powter

She's not online:(

2nd attmept at poetry:

As we walk down this seemingly new path,
hand in hand as the sun rises for a new beginning,
thoughts of affection and trust creates the bond
between the two ever-beating heart.
for until the day one stops,
will neither the waves of excitement that consumes me whenever i see you,
nor the sense of security that you give me when in my arms
fade away my heart and mind.

i hope i did a passable job=]
oi vp i need you to help me change blogskin lehh and also the linking people thing too!

ciaos peeps,
and to you=]

Friday the 13th, PEGS exam

2009-03-13T18:04:00.000-07:00

When I try to do something good, they put me down.
When I try to say something producive, they shut me up.
"its for your own good"
"don't be stupid and listen to others"
does that mean that the world revolves around them?

Friday the 13th. Day to remember.
13/3/2009
5.22pm.

Pegs exam, total disaster?
I dunno, see how the results turn out to be.
cross my fingers.

I'm sick=]
Laters!

Love so sweet and tender

2009-03-09T04:45:00.000-07:00

To chris: im not emo, im just attempting my poetry skills, if i do have some=]!

Long time no blog?
nothing much to type out today.
Exhausted.
Stressed.
Her=].

1st attempt at poetry,

So near,
Laughter to hear,
Yet so far,
to reach out for.
Must we always be,
covered up in another personality,
so others may not discover,
what we both mean to each other,
in the world we have to ourselves,
when we are all alone,
under the toys and lights.
The endless hope and love,
that your glimmering eyes hold,
whenever I stare into them.
The smell of your skin that lingers on me,
after holding you in my arms,
leaves me wanting you more than ever,
for never shall there be a time,
when wrapping you up becomes enough.

After a couple of minutes, i came up with this.
Vice president, can you correct this for me??? gimme tips
thanks!

Am I just being to naive?

2009-02-10T02:25:00.000-08:00

LOL I wish I had the time ability, changing 3 years to 3 weeks, not gonna happen.
So i'm at a crossroad, wondering which path I should take.
She's tells me someday.
I wish someday would come soon~

Not a minute has passed without you on my thoughts, even though i'm suppose to be meditating.
Not an hour pass without me thinking of your smile, well-being and happiness.
Not a day pass without me longing for you to be next to me.
And not a night pass without you appearing in my dreams.

Hmm as the song goes,

"If you have a choice to choose, I hope you choose the one that means to you, even it if means hurting other people"
"I hope you know somebody loves you and this is my wish for you":)

Hopefully you turn up on saturday~
cya peeps!

You're one in a million

2009-01-18T14:04:00.000-08:00

Well in the end, we didnt go to the beach because we woke up late.
How hilarious...

Backing out doesn't mean giving up
It just means I need a break from blowing up your brain:D
And maybe giving you the chance to be with someone whom you really like.
Preparations for entrance exams to PEGS in 6 March 2009.
Better start studying like mad!!

Yesterday afternoon, went over to Erika and Rj's place.
Played badminton.
Had dinner.
Came home.
Played maple for awhile.
Sleep.............................

next morning dentist.
now i'm here blogging cause it's still so freaking early!
Have to mug like shit today.
Got Aussie open on WEDE?NESDAY!! WEEEEEHEEE 2 more days~

Laters readers

Better loved than to be loved

2009-01-17T05:11:00.000-08:00

That title of this post has been in my head for since ages, and up till now, i still find it true, very true.

its over
its not over
its over
its not over

you know what? fuck it.
i'll just settle down again.
get back to studying, and get a good education for now.
why so hard? i dunno.
well, i'm out of this game called love.
i need to recuperate and be myself again.
Geez... you are one tough nut to crack.
but hey we're still friends aren't we?
maybe next time if there's one.
alright i'm getting sleepy. tomorrow have to wake up early for beach.
i feel my blog is fucking emo. LOLS!
dunno why i'm swearing so much.
dont see any bad in the word fuck.
i guess its time to change things around so from now on.
this blog,hopefully, will be a happy one LOLS!

alright see ya guys!
maybe next time

Holidays passed so fast, but it was funnn

2009-01-09T01:56:00.000-08:00

So now i'm suffering from withdrawl syndrome....
kinda hurts and keeps your mind occupied... cool~ i won't be bored no moreee~

So how was my holiday? Better than what i expected:D

now its just me and my family. Gets kinda boring after awhile...
We got a new wii! at least that would keep me occupied with catching up of studies to complete.

10 more days before Sophia comes back.

If life was that easy and into your favour,
nothing would ever last.
I'm not going to give up just yet,
cause I believe one day,
my efforts would be paid off.
This time would be different,
because I'm just waiting for one special girl.
And thats you.

Haiyooooo there's no fun around the house now.
Level of entertainment goes down to 0%
lol!
Lemme just get used to reality again...
Thats all for now.

You're always on my mind if you want to know...

Happy New Year All!!

2008-12-31T06:53:00.001-08:00

O-M-G, its the new year and roughly about 364 days ago, i was waving goodbye to friends in Singapore as I started my new life journey to Australia!
Time Flies:D

Am I happy with year 2008.
yeah why not, it has its pros and cons huh?
Well, now's not the time for regrets and recounts.
Just have got to look forward to the next year. 2009!

Happy New Year All!!
I'm gonna spend my countdown in my dreams!!
tucking in early!
ciaoo!

Dunno-What-To-Do mode

2008-12-29T04:47:00.000-08:00

Maybe...

2008-12-28T04:18:00.000-08:00

So now you think that I'm freeloading of your family??
After all along I have always wanted to pay for my own stuff.
And now you are kind of pissed at me.
When do I ever get the chance to voice my own feelings and thoughts.
Never.

I really do like you.

Holidays so far, one word, Fun.
Thanks to the Tham Family, i'm having an enjoyable stay in Malaysia, more that what i would expect:D
Although when I go back to Australia, I have to start mugging my head of for the "entrance" exams into the different private schools.
Better enjoy whatever I can at the moment.
When I was suppose to shop, there's nothing to get.
Not in the mood to get stuff I guess.

Oh well nothing much to type out today soo ciaoo

The post that was suppose to be out yesterday

2008-12-11T19:23:00.000-08:00

Past few days have been in and out of the house from morning to night daily
today going out to east coast for cycling
omgomgomgomgomgomg
i'm kinda happy now:D

okok highlight of the week
-Ear got small extra hole... stupid friend... LOL
-ikea pillow nightmare
-"joined" the Yee family for a night
-met my friends?? lol can't remember

yesterday was a nightmare and a fun at the same time!! it will also be a very memorable day:P or night or super early morning.
11/12/08 is the release date of The Day The Earth Stood Still!!! AAAAAAAAAAH
but thats not the reason of me being all smiles:D
morning woke up late
met up with crystal first at the busstop. stupid rain...
met cheryl at bedok
decided to go to the far ikea instead of the near ikea.... thanks a lot for your smart brain crystal...
went there, see furniture, beds, toys etc...
played and made a really stupid video(its on my facebook)
got the pillows
had cheap hot dogs before leaving ikea(OMG its only ONE DOLLAR!!!)
took the train home, so tired.... imagine a person with 6 pillows and a bag. and those pillow are the sofa size pillow, so its huge and uncomfortable...
brought them to cheryl house and dumo them.
went to parkway.
made a hole in my body for 6 dollars.... who pays for pain... ouch
went home early cos quite tired.
stay up super late talking to sophia:D
talk a lot...........
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read a really funny script:D
went to sleep but couldnt really sleep.
woke up and now i'm typing.

the day before went out with darren and crystal to bugis for darren's shopping.
watched quarantine, kinda dumb movie but pretty shocking, lol once i startled so much until scared crystal i think! hahahaha darren like got no emotion, the movie like he not scared like that...
bought a bag.
trying to spend as little money as possible!!
i only got 200 more for the next 8 days.... AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH
nvm go msia get the half of my money!!
how much RM is 400 aussies??
well i think i did a pretty long post lol!!
time to try to type a poem HAHAHA!

lemme think.....

And so after all that waiting,
I have finally secured you,
to think that time,
could actually change things,
even something as strong as love.

LOL that was soooo random but i hope its good:D
okokok i gtg now!!!i wanna get out of this blog thingy
CIAO~
*thinking of you always*

Today... was like the rest of the other days...

2008-12-10T09:48:00.000-08:00

Today was like yesterday which was like the day before which was like today which was like the day yesterday which was like the day before the day yesterday which was like today:D
idea by sophia~

too lazy to post today, will post the detailed one tomorrow morning!

i thought of this phrase today:P(i'm a thinker:D)

When infatuation is taken seriously, it becomes disastrous
When love is taken seriously, it becomes rewarding

dunno why i keep thinking about this stuff hahaha!
gd night all!!

Singapore Holidayss

2008-12-06T07:54:00.000-08:00

plane.
first class.
landed.
met up with friends.
settled down at darren's place.
played tennis.
sleep.

woke up.
roti prata for breakfast.
walked around.
LAN.
went to TM for tennis balls and DDR.
went back and shower.
went out with nigel and cheryl for dinner/supper.
sleep.

woke up and roti prata.
train to vivo city.
walk around.
arcade.(no DDR:( )
japanese food.
ben and jerry.
pose for modeling job, not successful.
went home.
sleep.

woke up.
played tennis with terry.
went out for lunch with him.
met up with rachel tan.
ice skating.
arcade.
met up with nigel.
dick lee production play.
supper at food republic.
sleep.

woke up.
skipped training.
met up with tumi(old maid)
met up with bryan kang at ang mo kio hub.
arcade.
mini toon sweets.
LAN.
home.
sleep.

And so today is saturday
had free breakfast at crystal's coffee shop(thanks crystal)
went back and had a sleepy afternoon.
went out for church, had crystal to go with me because no one to go with.
walked to parkway for dinner.
went for japanese dinner.
then we went to arcade to play DDR.
then climb to rooftop and slack.
took some pics.
went back down.
toilet.
walked back to the bus stop.
took bus home.
blogging.
waiting for game to finish downloading.
so there ends my last few days of my singapore holidays.
pictures on facebook.
laters!

You're up then you're down

2008-11-28T14:22:00.000-08:00

How would this feeling,
of having you hope risen, only to lose it after a moment.
well if you havent had that feeling, it sucks.
All this time, it was you.
Maybe being friends is just what you really want.
Well if thats the case then fine,
I will just go back to looking around once again.

Yesterday was fun then nasty.
After school, went to city to buy stuff for sg friends,
bought myself some stuff too(jacket, pants, wallet)
spent $300
went home with lotsa stuff.:D
Got changed,
went to sophia's christmas party,
ate and rode some rides,
came home,
vomit,
sleep.

If this is love, then love is mean, especially to me.
If this is infactuation, I can get over it easily,
however the many times i have tried,
it didn't work out.
But even if you just want to stay as friends,
no other girls can capture me as you do.
You are the only one I really like,
and until the day another girl comes into my life,
I'm yours.

7 more dayysss!!!

2008-11-22T16:10:00.000-08:00

hey i'm back!!
just completed my second assignment of the weekend
mentally stressed
excited
don't know what to buy for friends
i'm getting a hat, not sure when
wondering how to change blog's layout

last but not lesat, BORED...

okay hmm lets see, what should i post in this blog...nothing:P
last week was camp the next week is singapore.
=.=" i'll just go random for a minute on my blog and see what happens:P
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really dunno what to talk about so i guess i'm out
laters

camp camp camp camp sick...

2008-11-13T22:21:00.000-08:00

Back from camp
It was alright
Fell sick the next day
Just went to see a doctor
Now am blogging

camp day one: lunch, hiking(15km), dinner, movie,sleep.
camp day two: breakfast, skateboarding, lunch, surfing, dinner, trivia, sleep.
camp day three: breakfast, rock climbing, lunch, canoe, dinner, survival, sleep.
camp day four: breakfast, high ropes, lunch, go back to school, home, sleep for 14 hours:P

And now....i'm sick...=.="
16 more days!!! LALALALALA i'm so excited and i'm still wondering what to buy for everyone at singapore. hmmm lollipops, marshmellows, candy....
today when out and bought a hair straightner, last week bought an ipod nano, all with my own money:P i feel sooo proud of myself:D
now i have to save money so in singapore can spend some money then go back to msia with auntie anna and buy EVERYTHING from malaysia:D
sooo cheap there... i think lol.
starting to make a shopping list.
thinking of everything i can do at singapore
stupid erika dun wanna tell me her blog!! BLAH!
getting my hair dyed tomorrow!!
byebye:P

OMG i'm back!!

2008-11-08T17:28:00.000-08:00

should i use a new link or continue with this one?? well for once, the title fits into my position at the moment.
blah after soo long i also dunno what to type about.
3 mor weeks and 1 more day before i leave for singapore!! YESSS i get to see of you and we can go out, hang out at the airport overnight and best of all, i'm staying at my brother's house o.O sadly his's gonna kick me out in 20 days.... sob sob.... stupid darren.
i also dunno what to buy for all of you when i come back. i was thinking of lollipops or marshmellows:D
i need people to start visiting this blog again!!!
oh yeah sarah can you help me out??
i want 2 things, give my blog a makeover and teach me poetry!! since you're on holiday you might as well right??
alright for this short post i stop today! laters!

My last post of this lifeless blog...

2008-06-29T05:30:00.000-07:00

For those who know me as me in real life, you should still know whatever i am doing maybe because i am telling you or whatever and for those who know me through this blog, i'm sorry but your time is up. this shall then be my last post. why, because i have no initiative to blog my life out, it is pretty depressing. Everything has just turned its dark side onto me. Parents are becoming more cranky to me just because i dont want to do more work in my job(just because i feel tired, isnt it kinda simple to understand??and i believe they have brains??) studies, tennis and basically everything essential to life has revealed it's bad side. When i needed you, you werent there for me, both physically and mentally but i guess this is just the start of being separated. Well, i hope you have received my message to you and i hope you understand how i feel, not that i want you to come back to me and stay by me for life( which is literally impossible at the present moment) but i just wanna voice my feelings that i have kept inside for 2 weeks. i should have mentioned that i dreamt about you a couple of times, even today and yesterday, and yes, all of them were in a calm environment or enjoyable environment. maybe the only way i can get to you is by my dreams:P lol i always have the feeling that all my dreams come into my life like dejavu and they always seems to frequently happened. the friday's dream about you was when i was just ice skating around and you were at the side bench probably with one of your friend and both of you were talking about stuff, i dont know but yeah and i was just skating around and we didnt seem to know each other. i did of course recognised you but you didnt towards me. this dream just followed up with me getting off the ice and we were just walking together out of that place wherever it may be(seems to me like some kind of mountainous area)
the second dream was when we knew each other(i think) and you were talking to me, we were having a nice conversation and your younger brother was there, i wouldnt know how he looked like by in the dream, he had short black a little spikey hair and wore glasses. guess what we were doing, playing DotA. i was kinda shocked when i woke up due to the fact that my dream was about playing dota but anyways lol it was pretty funny. we had a couple of games and you kept asking as to how do you go about with this game.LOL. well the dream ended with some weird ending that i cannot remember. All throughout this blog, the only way i can truly express myself is not by words but by music and today i have selected a couple of songs to fit into the emotions and moods that i have been throught for the last couple of days or so.

warmness on my soul(avenged sevenfold)
vulnerable(secondhand serenade)
with you(chris brown)
shadow of the day(linkin park)
your guardian angel(the red jumpsuit apparatus)

for the moment, this should be the songs that i'm feeling to. kinda weird way to express myself but yeah thats how i do it. one thing i am looking forward to is hip hop dancing class:P i'm gonna learn how to dance hip hop and that includes breakdancing, locking and whatever else.
i gotta say that you seem pretty happy in your current like due to the fact that your blog has a high level of excitement in it and yeah i feel happy for you:D dont worry i will have to move on sooner or later but yeah i have to admit you are one person that i had fun with:P even thought we hardly meet, or wait never met but you seem to be so close to me, it felt pretty warm and nice being able to hear your voice, see you and talk to you but every good thing has a end and ours is now. well wish you all the best in this last post of mine.

okay now i have to go on to darren. i have no idea what i want to type about you except that you make me feel good:P and that you understand me the best, maybe even better than my parents?? i dont really know about that but yeah haha:P you are my best and closest friend:P(althought calling you my best friend in the perspective of a boy sounds pretty gay but yeah i am just trying to say that you are one guy that knows me well. though you are so quiet and dumb(in the sense that you dont talk!! dont get me wrong) i just feel "safe" being with you we had our fun and joys and thrills of running from teachers, going to detention, going for tennis, doubles, and everything else and i thank you god for you as a god-sent friend, you probably feel emotional now cause i am lol but yeah we will stay as very good friends and when i come back, i would have more time now but yeah when i come back, we can go out and play tennis and whatever else two good buddies would do together. wow, i'm starting to realise i could type up so many things about you but i wont cause my fingers and feeling so painful now:D dont worry you know that i'm your uber close friend lol:P

and yes i wouldnt forget that promise i made to you last year but i am not sure if we would be able to put time apart to allow that promise to be accomplished and yes i am talking to you sarah goh.

alright for now and till death of this blog byee and have a good life everyone. people who dont really know me and is reading this and saying what the fuck is this guy talking about, i am sorry i wasted 5-10 mins of your life?? lol but yeah anyways see you guys and play DotA with me whenever you can:P:P it would be most welcoming:P

I DONT WANNA POST....but i did....

2008-06-08T00:43:00.000-07:00

Grow, grow, grow my hair
Grow it long and nice,
Lala lala lala lala

went to footscary and eat hong kong food yummy:P
bought a new hat...oohhh i'm so sexy now haha
i dont wanna post:(

signing off
pidoken

the little boy who lives down the lane

2008-06-03T05:18:00.000-07:00

so once again i so reluctantly post my blog. I'm wondering why do i always type such long post??
Well i guess i have alot of things to speak about and stuff like that etc. geez. i rather tell her jokes and be random than to post but oh well.

What did i do today? i tried to skip school by saying i'm sick but it didnt work... oh well. had boring lesson, half the class was away on a footy match so well it was pretty dull. today was the MOST boring math lesson i have ever experience in my whole entire life....SERIOUSLY.

I'm really out of things to post today sorry all but i'll just try to cook some stuff up to post:P I got a E for my English essay. What a shitty piece of work, a argumentative essay turned to be a discussion essay seriously... i cant be fucked with myself being so "wanna be smart" and end up screwing up things so i have decided to do what i have to and not what i think. and besides i have to start planning for my Uni and target marks as i have decided to stay here and forgo my NS. plans to get into Melbourne uni.

Haiz i really should just end this forsaken post lol well anyone thats going to come over to australia to study from singapore contact me!! i'm looking for a singaporean friend:P darren if only you could and bear too:P

For now ciao ciao
P.S. i love you

A messed up mind.

2008-05-29T04:27:00.000-07:00

Should i stay in Australia and fore-go my singapore PR?? Or should i do otherwise and serve my NS, not too sure if they will give me a Singapore citizenship.

Dear blog, I'm in a stressed up mind. what a difficult desicion to make. this is probably only the starting of the bunch of undecisive options later on in life so i better get this solved. Well my dad has evidence to prove to me and also said himself that Australia is a land where many would be dying to get to( laid-back lifestyle, Easy Society etc....) Singapore on the other hand is a place whereby fewer opportunities come by from important issues such as businesses deals to going to mountain ranges on the weekends which Singapore indeed cannot offer. That was just an example so yeah. Singapore, why do i want to go back.... this even i do not know....besides i'm living on my father's singapore PR which will expire in 2015. By then, he will be a Australian Citizen as what he always wanted. What will i be left with? i'm not blaming this dilemma and mind torturous decision because of my father. i'm sure he is a very smart and wise person and i ought to think about the pros that Australia can offer to me....

Another reason is because of bear. I know that i can very much easily pass all the exams AT THE MOMENT and even ace like 99% of the test and quiz. but in time to come, i'll fall back and blend in with the Australian society. Even now i'm getting bullied because of my singaporean accent( lol this is just because i cant say home the aussie way which is obvious cause i wasnt brought up in this society.) I'll have to study much harder. Thinking of Opportunities, I want all my readers to email me the pro and cons they can think of between Australia and Singapore. One day i'll have to make a decision.

Thats all for now. Ciao readers!
P.S. frozen_throne1993@hotmail.com

Dedication to darren and bear:P

2008-05-27T23:32:00.000-07:00

Hey all,

Hows life for me? Great i would say. i'm wondering now why is my tennis always going up and down??like for every one day i play well, the next 2 days i wouldnt play well. Maybe its because of my mood? lol!

To darren: i'm so fucking going to get your racquet and no one can stop me haha!!! team drive was it? eh do me a favour by finding out how much it cost in singapore:P when i come back i buy it for you:P and i'll sleep at your house, and i'll eat roti prata with you "too"^^ and we will play tennis and all that shit lol. Still remember the memorable days of secondary school? you sitting there being a good boy and me walking around disrupting mdm yeo lan's lesson? LOL and i'll always come disturb you:P Now i wondering why when you study so hard never do well. so you better do well the next time or i'll say you have been gaming instead of studying:P and you always buy me Macdonalds and 7-11 treats:P lol i've probably spent 200 off you?LOL. Well i'll extend this dedication to you some other time:P

To Bear: I have always wondered if we were meant to be together. half a year has passed and we have been in and out of the circle. well anyways all is going well for us. Just more time yeah? lol well i feel so hardworking now that i have done a pretty long blog lol. Coming online? Anyways i hope that we'll last and should anything happen between us, lets just take it that i'll support you all the way. even if its as ridiculous as you being with my bestfriend lol. How dare you darren if you should!! well come online already... i'm bored. i'll get the phone card soon to appease my boredom:P

For that Ciao Ciao readers.
Thank you for giving me the second chance even though i didnt ask:P

A post for Sarah:P

2008-05-25T07:03:00.000-07:00

Hi all. now i'm wondering if there is anyone reading my blog??

Well i have alot to talk about today:D Firstly in the morning, i managed a DotA game with Andy but we lost. Went over to Uncle Tham's house for lunch and it was STEAMBOAT!!! yummy yummy yummy. seriously for a long time i havent been eating much Asian Chinese food LOL. eat eat eat eat till my stomach was so full then went to do some math work. after sometime, Sarah allowed me to play computer games and so i did....i find my blog so boring.... but anyways was playing rainbow 6 and CS Source on the laptop.
Woah dinner time came too fast.... late lunch+early dinner=diarrhoea lol

Came home and showered and started to mug till 12? from 8 to 12? not bad? lol and yeah now just waiting for Sarah to come online... oh how i miss her:P

back to blogging after 3 months i think or maybe 2 months

2008-05-16T23:52:00.000-07:00

hmm now i dont know what to type except that its just freezing here...8 degrees outside...

good news for today, i got a tv in my room and i'm gonna get a nitendo wii!!
plans for the future, i'll let the events in my life to conclude my future-self. lol i know this blog is boring so dont read it if you want cause i'm probably not going to blog till the next month? lol anyways yeah.

what can i talk about today? i got alot of money with me now after 2 months of work? haha planning to buy the nitendo wii. hmm well i have to go church soon and after that going to sophia's house yay!! lol hmm well i really dunno what to blog for today so i'm just going to say that i really miss 3 people from singapore and they are kevin, terry and darren
ciao!

singapore

2008-03-27T05:57:00.001-07:00

omg this is the 3rd time blogger screwed up.....sheesshhh how can people live with this!!

well anyways i shall once again blog... for the 3rd time....and i'll cut it so short!
stupid blogger anyways wanted to talk about my dream last night:P

Main characters: Darren and kevin(and me of course)
Description: took place on a hilly theme park and it was kinda weird
Conclusion: pissed because when i woke up, it wasnt real....

Neighbour... i made some new friend on my right, meaning they are my neighbours and yeah for the past 2 days have been going over to their house to play whatever....table tennis?? LOL and yeah ermm they are really nice people except for their bog...a boxer....more like silva man! cause he really likes to lick people especially me for some reason....not goodLOL!

Next thing is i got a new phone and i'm really very careful over it. i guess i should since i'm paying for it LOL but anyways i yeah i got a new phone and i'm really proud of it lol

Australia has still been treating me well....problem i have now is that whether i want to retain my singapore PR and all
so people i need your help? to reach my conclusion as to whether i will go back and do NS or stay and forfeit my PR

Well in the mean time ciao ciao!

and so easter ends

2008-03-23T05:15:00.000-07:00

i have decided to TRY to keep faithful to blogging now as computer games are boring me out... i mean like seriously for the past week i have been gaming like 5 hours a day LAWL no joke!

Well what have i got out of easter?? EGGS!! choco eggs and bunnies(7) but i'll take my time with them so i wont grow "tooo much". well i didnt do much today except to play DDR with my sister and we were fighting over it lol but ended up heading to the study room and played computer till i resolved not to play more than 1 hour a day from now onwards and to study more( gonna go to the library to get some books out for revision:P)

Hmm what can i say today?? its been a really long and tiring day and my eyes should have a rest from all those games and i hope this blogger.com can help me occupy time...SOMEONE PLAY TENNIS WITH ME!!! i'm soooo bored so anyways well i have decided to change my life to a better one... i'm so pissed today....2 of my friends are going back to SEA(south east asia) and i'm so pissed!!??

Well both of them are justin and sophia and i dont get to go home to singapore:( even though my holiday is 2 weeks long....sad) and well anyways i havent really got anything to say now so i guess its a goodbye people

ciao ciao

i don't know anything

2008-03-21T03:09:00.000-07:00

hello people i guess i should be blogging since its good friday and make it something special? lol well, fact is that i'm bored and i have nothing to do on the computer. though i can go out and watch the blue ray die hard 4.0 but i guess i should just post something out first or else my blog is as good as dead.

So what should i post about? holidays are here? got a job? parent teacher meeting went well? okay how about i'll just be random:D

So today lets see... woke up at 1 plus cause slept at 4am playing the ps3. so the whole day seems pretty odd as the time is weird to me and all....like for example the goof friday mass was at 3 but it seems like 9 to me. maybe its just cause i woke up late haha:D came back and found out that chris(cuz) practically broke the house down LOL maybe i was just exaggerating back then lol. we went to play some tennis and came home for dinner. had a yummy dinner and play COD4 before coming to the computer.

I found a small job:D and i'm proud:D. with it, its possible to earn about 150 a week and i guess its good cause of the minimal hours that you have to put in it. though its kinda boring lol but tomorrow i have another round to do.( its to deliver some magazines and newsapaper around. though not excatly like a newspaper boy haha)

Tennis has certainly turn its path down the play good tennis as always for me as my tennis have been on the rise since my playing with leo yesterday. now i feel much happily. its kinda weird that tennis could determine my emotions and all. LOL

no teacher complain about my behaviour in school. what does that mean, it means i have been a good boy in front of them lol....what about behind them?? haha but anyways i'm glad except that they keep telling my mom that i'm just tooo talkative =_=" i mean like you cant expect me to sit down all quiet through the day with the fact that chris and oliver are just next to me on both of my sides hahha:D.

Well since i have nothing to post.... i've decided to post about yesterday night's mass. the last supper. well generally the priest washes the foot as a sign of cleansing and all....before that was happy celebrating the start of holidays and my sister brought back big chocolates eggs for easter. didnt have to wait for easter to eat them... haha then ermmm....we use computer/play computer. i have to start studying for the holidays lol i'm getting toooo bored as usual. maybe darren could fly here and play tennis with me and then fly back to singapore haha. after the computer then we went for church and after that went to uncle tham house for supper. Went over there and play/watch tiberium wars with jon and chris(cuz) stole some marshmallows from sophia haha did that so that she could get off the computer so we can play lol. after some games, went to play DDR( dance dance revolution) with sis and sophia and i kinda suck at it haha. Chris(cuz) came over to our house and sleep over. sis went to sophia house to sleep. so we kinda had an exchange of family members haha.

Well i guess this blog is long enough so ciao ciao people and i hope that this post doesnt screw up like the last one and have some freaking error.....

woops how long have i not post? years ago?

2008-03-17T02:32:00.000-07:00

OMG i just type out my post for like half an hour and they could publish it for some reason....damn stupid blogger....well i guess i wouldnt start on a new one... sorry guys haha lazy me:D

one week of life:D

2008-03-08T01:17:00.000-08:00

hmm let me do some recalling...
Monday-nothing much i think, had tennis training as usual.... have to do more workout... i'm getting toooooo lazy haha I think thats about it for monday.
Tuesday-nothing much too....
Alright everyday in this week was boring, only thing i remember was being retarded at school and get scolded by teacher for doing nothing...oh yeah had track and field yesterday and did 4k run and some excerise. after that was so tired, then went back toschool for swimming. just went into the pool and relax. This weekend is a long weekend and have alot of work to finish and i havent started on it yet:S
English newspaper report....too much to do but i guess i'll do that later on.
Maths is almost done by now, left with the weekly assignment.
Science have already complete my revisionon cellular biology.
Humanities have already came up with the policies, so left with the poster.
On tuesday have to remember to bring home the tuition form:( 4 days in a row i forgot to bring back the stupid form....grrr...

Why the hell am i typing all this shit into my blog???OMG i'm gonna go crazy....
life has just been so.... empty and boring. Fun only exist when i'm in school with my friend.... other than that its been sooo boring and i dont even have the motivation to do my homework....
my life's golden age has just passed.... now its on a landslide. I'm so stressed.... God help me. i just went for confession on thursday and i have declared about all my sins that i have done and am repentent about so i hope i'll stay that way...

I know guys that my blog is absolutely boring and dead. Even i dont wanna go read it but i'm just typing cause i have nothing else to do....
ciao ciao
P.S. Darren can help me to go get the strings for me??? thanks

And I thought things would get better.....it didnt...

2008-03-01T21:10:00.000-08:00

Geez...life just went back to step one again and well i dont blame you and all but i guess you really need someone real.

Alright today went for church as usual....i dont feel like posting at all....
Guardian angel so the song that best describe my mood now....
wanna know how i feel then go listen to that song...

ciao ciao

Finally i'm posting like after 6 days of lazy not wanna post attitude

2008-02-29T03:42:00.000-08:00

Still on the lookou for jobs....

Why did i post today is because today is the last day of summer here so i guess it must be a kinda eventful day haha:D well and its also february 29th haha which comes every 4 years so yeah haha.
Well i think this would be a long post as i'm gonna post everything from monday to now except not too detailed and how life is at australia and finding part time job and whatever the case may be i'll just post whatever i want.....why am i typing all this down???

Alright, after my birthday on monday went to school but before that went to the doctors for checkup on my hearing and getting new hearing aids( after 14 years i'm still wondering why God has given me a hearing problem and in what way does he want me to use it to do his things??) and then i went to school, ate hot cross buns and drank cappuccino on the way to school. Reach school and went about to do my own stuff and played some stuff here and there like crickt and table tennis and then went home and went for training( i'm gonna go to the better class but i think i have to concentrate on my tennis more as i think i'm deproving).

Tuesday i learnt a new way to go to school and that is to take the train instead of the tram...(the tram is soooooo ****ing slow man... i have to like sit there for 1 hour doing nothing....the train has made things so much better for me and since i'm so adventurous and stuff so nowadays i have been taking the train to schhol... till i find another way....i think thats about it for tuesday... oh wait i played tennis with julian and leo and i played like shit man.....

Wednesday i did the usual...( cant be bother to elaborate on this day haha i dunno why but i dont have something against Wednesdays)

Thurday supose to have HPE(swimming) but i forgot my stuff so i didnt go for swimming and then we had a family mass at night so we wore home clothes to school. At night we had the mass and my family came with some pasta for supper. Met up with some friends after the mass and had a chat before trying to keep getting free drinks from the teacher haha( we're so cheap but i did it because of the thrill hah. In the end gave everything back to the teacher haha)

Today i didnt have much except to go to school and come back and played some tennis with m dad and STILL played horribly so i guess from now on i better have only these few goals in my current life for now. Play good tennis, Find a job, Pawn everyone in math and science and humanities in school or maybe just do exceptionally well in studies, be a good boy:D and to hold something of great importance to me:D.

oh crap i just realised i didnt bring my math book home!! to study!! lol hmm oh shit my homework also due on monday.... i guess i'll just do problems from other books lol:D

Alright now time to go on with the life at australia. I think it has been a really big impact in my life and that i have to really adjust in every single way, from friends to accent to the prices of food!!! HAHA i mean like in singapore you could get a plate of rice and stuff on it for $2 and now you can get only a dim sim rool for $2 and its not even filling....Well i just i have just took my first step to my new life on 4th of feb when i started school and up till now, i think i am half-way through my first chapter of australian life, that is to make here feel as if its singapore but i know it can never be. My accent havent really change and and i havent really know everyone in school but i guess its just the first chapter after all...least i feel so much happier in school than on the first day of school when i like knew NO one from school haha. I have found my friends here and i have tried to change my accent a little bit to suit the "australian" way but i guess that would need nothing else other than time. Chris, Leo , Andy,Jonathan,Derek,Oliver,Mike Pappa and David has really made schooling life so much more fun haha thanks guys but of course i have entirely forgotten about my singapore friends.

Now i shall talk about job?? haha i think this post is really getting tooooooo long ahha so i guess i'll wrap it up soon. i hope. haha well today i consulted my teacher about part time job since she is the careers teacher and she taught me how to do up my resume nicely and asked me about where i wanna work at and name the shops and all so i guess thats my homework for now so yeah and sadly my brother lost his job( that was fast i know!) but i hope he can find a job soon:D

Alright time to say bye bye!!
della buonanotte

happy birthday to me!

2008-02-24T00:38:00.000-08:00

Hey people! just came back from playing tennis with my dad.Hmm today was such a nice and easy flowing day for me, since it is my birthday!

Woke up in the morning and went for church at st ambrose. Had some street party outside so after church went for the street party and play some games and so on. After that went over to DFO(direct factory outlets) and my parents got me a watch for my birthday and I bought for myself a yellow hoodie!! from urbanology i think thats how to spell it but anyways after DFO, went to send my brother off for his own church somewhere else and then on the way home we got fish and chips to bring home for snacks and bought some coke and mountain dew from safeway too.(still on the lookout for part-time jobs) i'm so jealous that my bro works six hours yesterday and got 62 dollars....): so thats why i'm on a lookout for jobs.

Now i'm home and just bumming around waiting for dinner to be served, haha i'm so lazy but thats me. alright then after this blog have to go and do some work so for the meantime ciao ciao poeople!

Birthday in 1 hours time!!!!

2008-02-23T04:13:00.000-08:00

Hmm late night blogging:D
YAY birthday coming in 1 hours!!

What did ?I do yester and today??
Yesterday after school came home and played for tennis with my dad before the club tournaments tarted and wow they are good i mean DAMN good!! After watching for quite some while, when home for dinner and blah blah blh the normal things you do at night?? except that both my very close friends never come online:( i know darren got exam and sarah got camp....sad haha oh well hopefully they come online tomorrow to wish me happy bd though darren already did but that was early so it wasn't counted! So tomorrow i'm expecting birthday wishes from these people!!

Today woke up and did housework whle bro is workingat fish and chips shop and the rest shopping. Cleaned up everything and went to studying for about 2 hours before the family came backand made lunch. Had lunch and then did some more stuff before going out with sister to nearby shops to give resumes. Looked around for awhile before putting my resume with a pharmacy and a ice cream parlour. I dont wanna be waiting staffs, i wanna do stuff withour people coming up to me like stocking and so on haha i'm so shy. Went past bro workplace, only to see him turning his back on us-_-"

Went home for dinner and watch spiderman 3 ad now using the computer( I hope i get a job somewhere soon cause its my birthday!! maybe tomorrow i go give more resumes and hopeful they employ me because of my birthday!!)

Well anyways i have to wait for an other half and hour before my birthday comes so for the mean time ciao ciao!!

In School Blogging!!

2008-02-21T16:04:00.000-08:00

Hey guys currently in school doing my blog lol cause the computer ineternet speed is much faster than home's haha stupid boardband hury up come!!Well SARAH you havent done my blogskin yet!!!lol nvm just take your time.

Just had recess and for lunch am going with chris to track and field running haha. After lunch we are going to have swimming lesson!!(once every 2 weeks). Before this had SOSE and English and learnt a great deal from both lessons.Yesterday after school played cricket with friends as usual and then went back. It was so hot and I was thirsty... reached home and grabbed a bottle of soya milk and gulped it down. ate yogurt too but that made me full. Hmm i dunno what to blog about today:(

Well lets see ermm yeah i think that should be all today for this short short blog post haha...
ciao ciao take care

Tennis with Leo and Julian coming right up!!

2008-02-20T02:55:00.000-08:00

Hmm hello again!!
Cant wait for tuesday hitting with leo and julian, sounds like singapore huh and also now i'm listening to when you're gone...reminds me of singapore... HAHA so random but anyways yeah least i got something to look forward to in the following week.

Well today didnt really do much except to go to school and stuff like that, woodwork today was extremely fun and I was like poring over my workpiece(i'm gonna make a wooden box!!!haha well its the easiest to make haha)Had ESL and we had to do stuff about verbs and adjoining with other nouns such as like the elephant trumpets(easy stuff cause its ESL) and everytime you get one correct, you get a sweet. At the end of the lesson i got like 8 over sweets haha, i kept answering the question till the teacher wanted to give other people instead of me haha so mean but yeah i think being generous is a virtue.

Thats about all that i can think which is memorable( oh yeah maths i went around helping people with their word problems, finished mine already) and yeah i think thats about it. Went back home and use computer, wait for SOMEONE to come online but nvr appear on my computer...:(

Anyways i gotta go now so bye!

Any man can make mistakes, but only an idiot persist in his error

2008-02-18T02:26:00.000-08:00

Hello people, I dont know if I need to get a new blog skin because its kinda getting boring dont you think so? SARAH!!! help me change my blog skin to some other skins??just dont choose too 'gay' skins thanks:Dyou have my password to my blog right?? I think so??

Well today woke up pretty early to help around with the house and made my own breakfast cereal( i can cook!! lol so simple just cereal and milk in a bowl haha) and then left the house for school. On the tram, finished up my homework and read the newspaper bought from the petrol kiosk. Reached school and went straight to class and blah blah blah the usual....

Ate ALOT for recess i dunno why but just keep eating haha and lunch went to library to complete the maths presentation( i think i am gonna have a very good chance to get to st bernard's) so random but yeah haha after school juswt played cricket with leo and gang and then went over to 7-11 to get some stuff before heading home( at this point, i forgot i got training today haha i'm soooooo forgetful:D

Came home and played guitar hero for a short bit of time before heading to the nearby tennis club from training. had training and the coach realised that i should be in the club squad instead of the 'intermediate' class. After class, rallied abit with my sis and then went straight home. Had a shower before dinner and then went down for dinner. Cleaned up after dinner and blah blah blah...now i'm just at the computer waiting for more people to come online( SARAH COME ONLINE!!! YOU NEED TO HELP ME WITH MY BLOGSKIN!!!)

Thats all for now ciao ciao!!^^

Its starting to feel like home:D

2008-02-16T20:31:00.000-08:00

Well hello guys something nice and sweet happened yesterday but I won't comment:D Well anyways heard recently that St. Pats tennis went to quarters!! WOW go darren go!! and whoever else is in the team haha can't be bothered to mention all of the players but yeah only can mention darren:D cause he's my CLOSEST friend:D Well today woke up early for church, went to pick up one of my parents' friend who is in melbourne at the moment and we went for church together.

After church went to safeway to get some stuff for the party going on tonight at my place. Went over to La Pochetta for lunch and now at the computer. Geez i'm so forgetful... i left the key to the house on the front door when we left for church...:( lucky no break in but anyways must be more careful.

Hmm is the pork in the oven cook??do i have to do something cause its smelling bad now??lol hold on go check....alright its okay just very smoky lol... hmm i thinks thats all for now later on i'm gonna blog again after the party if i can because tomorrow have school! cant wait to play cricket:Dthats for now ciao ciao!!

Waa so long nvr blog haha

2008-02-15T15:38:00.000-08:00

Well lets see the last time i blogged was..?? long ago? okay anyways yeah i just had a swimming carnival and geez so cold and i had to swim lol but it was fun:D first race was 50mtr freestyle, swam with chris and bot of us got 2nd and 3rd... man i was soooooo close...then had wading?? something like run in the water and that was funny haha we came last but well at least had fun! then we had 50 mtr backstroke and i came in 2nd. Then we had 50mtr freestyle relay...the teacher asked me to go swim lol i was sooo freaking cold already but better not defy the teacher so i went with leo and we were in the lead... till some guy who swam the 3rd place(there were 4 people swimming for the relay) was so slow and then we lost:( This happend on thursday!

Friday, went to school and learn stuff, the usual and then after school went to play cricket with leo, chris, adam and james. I think my cricket is improving:D Help them to cheat a vending machine for drinks haha but we still paid! just get extra lol. Thereafter we went home. Reached home and heard from my mum that on monday i am finally going for tennis training!! played Tiberium war on the comp for the whole night and went to sleep( can't be bothered to do blog for the past few days lol so lazy.

Today i'm gonna do my maths homework then go play tennis with family later on:D YAY footy season is gonna start! haha so random but anyways i better go do my homework! alright ciao ciao!

Hey dont understand your blog lol explain?

New motto for life:Get over it and get going

2008-02-11T01:58:00.000-08:00

Well today didnt do much but to just sit in class and listen to the teacher and the worse subject was systems...geez so boring..and then had english and science and school ended.

Went home on tram with oliver and smithy and changed tram half-way. While waiting, saw one girl smoking and then just drop her half finished butt on the floor...in front of me and i was like smelling the smoke for sometime before i step on it to put it out haha so slow:D

Reached home and did some homework and played one game of DotA before having dinner and now doing the other part of HW and blogging well I guess life's getting better bit by bit and tomorrow i'm having tennis:D so ciao ciao people:D

CNY is over...sad but at least got some cash out of it haha:D

2008-02-09T18:18:00.000-08:00

well yesterday went over to aunt's house for dinner and gambled haha played blackjack and lost so much money-_-" oh well thats gambling for me. had a yummy dinner and then played some dota too. Received some ang paos from the people there?? eh actually only one haha from sophia's dad or mum? forgot haha.

on friday i didnt post cause was busy so i guess i will post now. Started school and then blah blah blah... play table tennis and then went for swimming:D(haha cant be bothered what happens except for swimming haha. okay here's the swimming part, we all got on a bus and it took us to the swimming centre and we started swimming. i went to the beginner's section but they chased me out cause i could swimLOL! went to find the people who could swim spot and took my place with them(geez my hands are so cold...cannot type properly)we just had laps and they were slow?? though they could swim...and then last was a race. i was paired up with thang(a viet guy and said his swimming was good...end up i won him and he said that he gave me chance WTH but anyways i dont care as all my friends in sg has warned me about aussie people being too boastful of themselves.

Now i'm just doing some soul searching on whether i did something right or wrong but in anycase i'm really bored, just watching my sis play pokemon on the computer...oh yeah this is to sarah:sorry that night overeacted...

hmm i wanna go to st bernard's... its so much more?? better?? lol

2008-02-05T22:26:00.000-08:00

Well hello again and yeah just came back from school... ate somke chocolates and so on..i think stuffs at simonds are too easy!!?? they ask you to do like primary 6 stuff?? lol thats for ESL and i'm in it and wondering why...??

Well today got up and left for school( i'm not gonna go very detailed) reached school and headed for homeroom. Changed my lock to a better one and got my stuff out and had some lesson( first period was mass for ash wednesday) Then we had recess and the Woodwork(dnt other part??) and then had ESL!!! WOAH I rather not go for any class than to go for esl?? so waste of time!! thats why i wanna go to st bernard's haha:D

Lunch came and we play tai di??( you know that chinese card game??) LOL yeah and i kept winning and they just said cause i'm chinese!! haha WTH lol:D Had maths then and then we had one free period because the teacher didnt came in and so we started to throw stuff around like... CHAIRS and ermm BIBLES?? WTH so rude to throw a bible but some of them aren't catholics so they dont really care and chairs were funny:D rulers were included( those very long ones like 3m?? that long:D Danger!! INCOMING!!lol i got hit by one lol but we had fun except i was just at my seat.. i mean what do you expect me to do?? this is not st pats whereby i know everyone and everyone knows me and we do our crap but anyways after that we just did some cleaning up and so on and went home....GEEZ the journey home is like 1hr... why so longgg...

Okay i gotta go now and finish up my work so CIAO

2nd day at school

2008-02-04T22:37:00.000-08:00

phew i'm finally blending in with the people at school and some of them are really nice to invite me to lunch with them:D haha i'm doing my work now so yeah i will blog and work haha:D

well hmm i guess today i just ssat in class and paid attention to the teacher:D and after maths ended, i requested the math teacher to give me more advanced stuff as i have learn everything i needed to know already and he said alright i'll pass you some works and some notes to refer to and i was happy:D

well what should i post today?? oh yeah my teacher mention that in singapore teacher teaches the students alot of things in case they needed them but here in australia, they teaches whatever you need and even go into detail about it rather than to teach you stuff you dont need to know when you grow up if for example you are gonna be a plumber and yeah do you need to learn about algebra and so on(just an example not that i wanna be a plumber:DLOL) and i like the way the system works.

Today made a few more friends and now i have to complete a 800 word assignment of a review on an article and revise my science work... what to do...but anyways i have to go complete my work:( will comeonline at maybe around 9??(6o'clock sg time) so ciao:D

First day of school and so on

2008-02-03T21:42:00.000-08:00

Geez I dont know if I had a great time or had a lousy time at school but either way when I woke up, I was yearning for more sleep but my dad forced me to wake up.. boohoo precious sleep haha but anyways went down for breakfast, got everything out and sorted and left the house.

Reached school then inquired about my homeroom and so on, enter my class and everyone was staring at meo.O but anyways i found a seat at the back haha and settled down, not to mention that i was very late on my first day haha:D

Had Maths and learned about the pythagoras thereom....had recess and made some friends and then went back to have humanities(I think it consist of legal studies and history and geography??legal studies is something like law which is a subject i wanna take in year 11 and 12 for law:D) thereafter we had lunchbreak and oh wait i forgot we had ESL before humanities.. its called english as second language and up till now i'm pondering why i have to take ESL instead of italian or japanese?? but anyways what can i do? went to the esl class and meet the teacher( so few of us in it i think around 6 to 8? LOL small tiny class but anyways after lunchbreak went for visual communications and then school ended. Went home with one of my new found friend and we exchanged words and blah blah blah and now i'm home... wondering if i should go running and find if the creek became big again( yesterday the creek shrink?? WTH) but i'm feeling lazy now haahaa waiting for my friends over at sg to come back from school and check out my blog:D

One does not know the importance of the things around him till it leaves

OMG tomorrow school!!!!!

2008-02-02T21:40:00.000-08:00

OH CRAP AM I PREPARED FOR NEW FACES??

Can I handle it?? All the new people's names?? darn it stupid stress go away! Anyways tomorrow's the second step I take in my new life( first one was to say bye to friends at the saddest place on Earth, the airport...) But anyways I hope I can handle all the stress and thought going through my head and all that recent happenings and after first day of school and all the stuff that was shipped over from sg would be arriving... EVEN MORE UNWANTED STRESS...

Alright gotta cool down.. think about going back to singapore in the mid year:D

Anyways today I ate also of stuff and my stomach is bloated.. later have to go running and yeah i havent uploaded pic of my house( maybe after the furnitures are set then i take some and put on friendster but anyways i gotta go running later beside the creek! how cool is that! i hope to get some pics at the place an maybe and upload it:D

I'm feeling so unfit since my coming to austrlia but least have been doing my personal training at home( so fun to do sit up on the soft carpeted floor:D) but anyways i think running is of utmost importance.

What I have to do when I'm here
-get into law or something to make myself pround:D but hopefully law
-remember all my friends in singapore
-do super freaking well in studies( less if i have to be a nerd)
-get money and buy some of my super close friends stuff when i go back especially you darren i think i owe you a laptop?? LOL i spoiled yours last time haha sorry sorry:D
-ermm play good tennis i guess thats about it??

Okays gotta go run already so bye!!!
and whoever out there pray for my first day of school... will be so different in a new enviroment...

Am I sad or happy...

2008-02-02T00:44:00.000-08:00

Yup so what did I do today?? oh yeah morning woke up late cause yesterday was playing monster hunter with my sis till so late...

Man geez my mind's pretty confused on what to do now as I just learnt of something which is of great importance to me but oh yeah whats done is done, no point changing the past yeah??

Went for mass at St Ambrose... the whole mass just in deep thoughts... rarely in one though but anyways yeah I will reply to you soon yeah??

Now I dont know what to do but I guess its no point to continue( many of you wouldnt understand this part haha:D)so i guess its byebye and yep wont forget that promise:D

To Sarah: Well i hope you are having a great time there and sometimes I wish I could go back to sg but well its wishful thinking on my part anyways yup hope your bitching problems are soon solved haha cant do much from here yeah??

Okay today's post is so short but yeah i will ponder about whetherI'm happier here or sadder

FINALLY GOT INTERNET!!

2008-01-30T16:01:00.000-08:00

Well after about 3 weeks of no internet, there's finally some! Well the aussies here aren't always on time you know... So what should I post about today?? hmm i watch the finalist play in the australian open?? i went the the aquarium in the city and it was alright...:) depends on which aquarium!! lol the mini one( like a pet shop) not the real big one in the city lol!!

Well my uncle recentlywent back to malaysia, came over for some meeting regarding air pollution in KL. We send him off at his hotel.. oh yeah i wanna go get a job at the hotel:D my other job application didnt work out so yeah:( sad.

Well anyways as I'm typing all of my sg friends would be in school and my sister is at her first day of school:) well she looks like a little cute girl in her uniform haha. Didnt get to walk her to school( still sleeping)

Hmm thinking about it everytime i'm here, i alway think that i would go back to singapore and i was here on a holiday... kinda miss singapore now haha but so what!, i gotta adapt to it here in australia, i'm pretty sure that in australia theres something that singapore doesnt have... like the many more course you are able to take in uni( planning to take law so i gotta study like about 3 hours everyday now) well read up on my history book of australia( finally i know something about the history of australia but cannot remember the dates lol!) and there was once in the history of the commonwealth of australia that there was a strike about having a lesser working time of 8 hours instead of the usual long hours that the worker then had. Well eventually they got what they wanted and their schedule became 8 hours work, 8 hours recreation and 8 hours rest( sleep or whatever). So i'm gonna abide by this schedule and since my school is about 5 hours long exlcuding sports, i have to study another 3 more hours lol i sound like nerd but i just want whats best for me!! to became a lawyer( then my parents cant argue with me!! LOL)

Well i think i have type just about enough foor today so i guess i will continue typing about my life here so see ya and yeah my school is starting on monday and i got my uniform!! looks like some suit lol!!asked my sister to take pic for me:) where else can you find that photo??:)

Amusement Park!!

2008-01-23T00:45:00.000-08:00

WOAH!! I'm cutted off from the internet for about 1 week and counting. Well since i'm at my cousin's house, might as well go post something that happened recently.

Well few stuff is that my mum has come over to Australia so we are one family again and yesterday went to Luna park in St. Kilda. The day before i think was that we moved into the new house!!:D Its so huge( gonna take pics of it soon and upload it on friendster) Geez.... my job application isn't done up yet cause of some stupid errors on the webpage.

Well I dont really remember anything much in the recent days except to play Monster hunter with my bro and my sis at home and walk around?? Mostly bumming around the place. Guess what, on Sunday our dad decided to move into the new house as we just got our keys the day before. We didnt expected to move in till our shipment arrives with all our furniture from Singapore, so for the whole day, we just packed thing into the car and drive over to the new house( my guess is that we took about 7 trips to finish moving everything? With the help of a gardener. That day was soo tiring and the moment I lie on my bed, I fell asleep.

Yesterday went over to Luna park with my bro and sis and our new friend( lives opposite our aunt house) Sofia. And yeah heard her family is loaded as her dad OWNS a business regarding oil...Well currently there's a market crash around the world so I dont know if their affected but anyways she brought along 2K out??!! WTH LOL but anyways, we went out and ate fish and chips, yummy. Went to luna park and bought tickets like at the price of 35 per ticket??!! so ex..-_-" My brother didnt ride as he had to pay for my sis, me and sofia. I feel so guilty as he didnt get to ride anything...We rode bumper cars, walked through the haunted house( something about tomb raider). There's was one about the G-force which spins you round and round!! my sister was too scared to ride so in the end only me and sofia went ahead. I also rode the 'inverter'( like in escape theme park in singapore)by myself. Starting part of the day, the roller coaster wasn't open as it was undergoing repairs. My sis rode the ghost train and mention that it wasn't scary at all lol!! The queue was too long( Then, Me and sofia went to ride G-force) WOOHOO the roller coaster was ready so as usual, my sis was afraid of the heights that the roller coaster has and didnt join us on it. Me and Sofia rode the roller coaster together on the 3rd row. Waaa!! the drops were scary and heartstopping but we had a good time on that roller coaster:D went back home all tired.

Alright gonna bring my uncle to see the duck ponds so see ya!!

Australian Open!!!

2008-01-16T03:02:00.000-08:00

Crap I accidentally deleted my supposed to be post so I'll type it out again...but i think it would be lesser...

Players seen today-
-Mauresmo
-Jankovic

Well I dot feel like typing anymore... LOL! Okay I'll make a simple one yeah??
Started off by waking up early then went over to cousin house then we went to melbourne central. From there, took a tram down to Rod Laver Arena and went to the entrance. Flashed our permit passes and had a bag check. Went into the Margret Court Arena and watch the men's single( one of them beat andy murray) then followed by Mauresmo( powerful women!!) and thereafter, Jankovic(super!!) managed to take some shots and was awed by the level of play there. Its like 10 times better than me??haha well I managed to get a close up picture of Jankovic( am so proud of it haha)hmm..?? what can I say about the match is that the mens are like serving at 200 plus for first serves?? and apparently Serena Williams broke the record of the fastest women server with a speed of 199km per hour if I'm not wrong.

Well thats about it, I'm too lazy to type today haha so see ya!
Go to my friendster for the tennis photos!!

Tomorrow am going to Australia Open!!!!:D

2008-01-15T02:18:00.000-08:00

OMG!! Tomorrow's they day!!

Went to check the schedule on the official website and tomorrow can't really see any men players playing....hmm...sad, but anyways can get to see jankovic and mauresmo play.

Hmm now am not really sure what to blog about....well today went to coin laundry and playing monster hunter 2 with my brother. Came home and watch blood diamonds and pan labyrinth(scary).

Well I guess Australia so far has been pretty good to me haha in terms of weather and so on but i hope it will rain soon....Rain sorta like never comes to Melbourne
(better not rain tomorrow or my outing will be ruined)

Anyway I guess i would just type up to here for now(well upload photos of the tennis courts for my tennis friends in sg:D it will be on friendster)

Having problem with the layout of this blog...

2008-01-12T03:13:00.000-08:00

Firstly I gotta thanks Sarah for spending time trying to help me change my blogskin:D Anyways today didnt really do much...just went around to Ipoint to do some shopping(WOW the mall is HUGE)

Well didnt really buy much(no money:(...) Well plan to get a part time job to tide over my finacial problems... just seen some web pages about working in supermarkets and was pretty satisfied as the pay was around 17.50/hour for weekdays and 25 for weekends and that is so much more than singapore:D

Hmm nothing much to type already so I guess I'll sign off here:D
P.S. I need more music!! My current computer only has 7 songs??

Another day of "sun attack"

2008-01-10T03:16:00.000-08:00

Wow! Today was freaking 41 degrees and I was like dying out there under the sun when we walked to the coin laundry to wash clothesT-T...

Anyways today as usual, got up and washed up, then ate breakfast before coming online. Was surprised to see Cheri choo online!? wow so early in the morning?? Anyways we just chatted for awhile before she had to go to school. Just laze around the house playing LOCOROCO!!!:D loved that game cause its too cute to resist!!!

Ate spagetti for lunch and it was so plain:(... finished up and wash the dishes. Played red alert with my brother on his laptop and then left the house for the coin laundry...

WHAT THE HELL ITS SO HOT!!!! 41 DEGREES!!!

Anyways we just headed for the laundry shop and washed the clothes... hmm.. come to think of it, today was pretty boring...Went back home and played Red Alert 2 Yuri's Revenge and then went to prepare dinner...

After dinner went to the new house and get some measurements done and did some groceries shopping before heading back home. And now typing this...now i'm wondering if i need to type this blog everyday or just on special days when something nice happened...hmm...??

Things to look forward to for the week:
-Australian open(next wednesday:D)
-Golfing session with dad and bro(maybe)
-Going out to the city
-Eating trumplets for breakfast tomorrow(pancake-like, delicious looking)

Thats about it...
Will post soon:D

1 week in Australia

2008-01-09T01:05:00.001-08:00

Well... I guess this is my first time on this blog and typing it from
Australia. So far, have enjoyed my stay at australia:D
wow, I didn't cry when I left Singapore!?:)
Anyways when we reach here on the first day(me, sis, bro and dad),
didn't really do much except to go out for lunch at hungry jacks and walked around.
Went to safeway to get some household supplies and gums(finally gums are readily available!!)
And the next few days were pretty much more of lazing around the house:D
At least I had the laptop to do stuff like this blog haha:D
Stuff that was done in the house-
-Watching the whole of heroes season 1(Finished)
-Playing the psp such as games like locoroco and monster hunter:D
-Playing my brother's computer game that his girlfriend bought for hin(command and conquer first decade)wow its expensive
well, thats about what I do in the house...planning to pick up a hobby like my bro, such as modelling with those army toy stuff...
At one point of my "holiday", we went to buy a birthday cake for my dad with 48 small candles haha:D bet he loved it.
Today was kinda of fun, we went out to the city by the train.
Took train to Melbourne Central and there were many shops.
One of those which my brother asked me to take a look and those people in the shops use the models which my brother likes to do and combine the figurines and create a mini board game!wow:D
went to many art store as my bro was looking for paint and stuff for his models...he is so obesses with his collection of army tanks and soldiers haha but its looks real good haha.
After seeing those shops, we went over to taylor's college(my bro's old school) to collect brother's result for his recent VCE(something like A-levels) examination and well I'm pretty happy for him as he has done pretty well but i hope he can make it to his goal which is Veterinary science( not sure if i spelt that right).
We then went over to the state library and it was amazingly huge, like 5 times of singapore's national library!! Kinda looks like that congress library in the States! Got that from watching national treasures books of secret:D
After looking into different parts of the library, we went out again to the corner for lunch. Ate hungry jacks, ordered the smallest meal that they had haha:D not that hungry...
Went to see Big W(departmental store)
Took train home.
When we reached the turn-in at our house, we meet the old lady staying next to us and we were invited in to see her 2 cute dogs!!:D they were so excited when me, my sis and bro walked through the front door!
They kept jumping up and down the sofas( they had a special area in the house that is barricaded) and kept licking us:D
After a short chat, we brought out the dogs for a short walk down the roadside for about 10mins before heading back as the weather was ridiculously hot!!
Came home and wondered if I should go make a blog
Help my dad to peel prawn shells and set table
Cleaned up after a good meal
Went back up to play LOCOROCO!!!:D I'm starting to love that cute game:D
Started to do some blogging and finished up one the first post for the new blog yeah!!
Wondering if I should start reading up on the textbooks here??
Well I guess I will tomorrow:D
Thats all for tonight:D
Bye Bye